zulira

2009-02-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

HEY BABY!
i've partially done. so you can continue and edit the rest aite.

BOM

2009-02-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

.Life is made up of Random Acts

These random acts can go either way for a person.
It can either be a good thing or the opposite.

For instance, a friend asked me whether or not do I want to change me caption on MSN.
So I replied what do I change it to then. He answered, "He's too fair to be a Malay".
The reason for his answer is an inside story, so there's no reason for me to elaborate on that.
Instantly, without thinking, I actually change my caption on MSN. He was joking when he gave me the answer, so when he saw my new caption, he was kinda shock. I found it funny and decided to stick to it.
And there you go, a random act that ended up in a good way.

While another dear friend whom I call by the name of Midnight Lover, experienced the latter. He told me that he was doing closing for his work shift on that particular night.
As he was mopping, he saw a spot of ketchup on the floor. And of course, anyone in the right state of mind would mop it too. So Midnight Lover put a little pressure on that spot of ketchup to clean it up.
And who knows, that random act of a little pressure actually caused the mop to break and pierced thru his pinky finger. His finger didn't stop bleeding for a good 1/2 an hour. Poor him had to be sent to A&E.
And that random act had left my dear friend with a bandaged pinky finger as a souvenior.

My purpose for writing this entry is because not that I'm too free to waste my time in the front the computer till 3 am, but because I find that as random as an act is, no matter how one don't plan it at all, there will always be either good or bad ending.
I find it intriguing that I, myself, can't seem to unlock the maze that is in my head.
And yet, I'm trying to solve this puzzle called Life.

You guys don't really get what I'm trying to convey, do you? It's ok. Neither do I.
Haha.

Nights all!

p/s: biography of me ok, friend. after swimming I check. muahaha. & Midnight Lover, rest well aight. get well soon. you sounded weak on the phone. =)

2009-02-01T02:05:00.000+08:00

.Everything for the Family

"And because my family is so important to me, it wouldn't hurt to dedicate an entry made up of their pictures (& mine -no less)."

The little boy whom I call Adek.

Another Rock Family brother. Rhoma cute.

Is there really a need for me to mention who this person is?

My 2 Darlings.

Ibu was missing in this picture.

The short trip to Robinsons on 2nd day of CNY.

This Boy is so adorable, I can just stand in front of him, & he will begin to laugh.

My Boy.

Dinner @ East Coast.

My Strength.

2009-01-28T05:50:00.001+08:00

.To Make Each Day Count

"Fishing is great Fun if you have nothing but Time."

During the long Chinese New Year weekend, I have spent my time with the lovely Big Family.

But an interesting thing happened on the Saturday afternoon, I just asked my brother to buy lunch for me when my home phone rang. My youngest brother said the caller is a woman, so my mum went to pick up the phone. She came out of the room frantically saying I have to attend the Youth a.L.I.V.E class because the caller was a clerk from the mosque near my house. Knowing my mum, she would do anything possible to get me into any religious class. And because I wanted to eat my lunch first, I took my own sweet time to reach the mosque. Yadayada.. reached home at 6.30 pm, yadayadayadayada baked brownies for the outing the next day.

Woke up on Sunday, feeling all excited cause alot were expected to show up. Prepared everything. Baked macaroons, packed the brownies, ate Sup Tulang for lunch and kill time at home while waiting for my uncle to pick us up at 6pm. Fast Forward. Unpacked everything at Changi and settled down in 3 large tents. We ate from 8 to nearly 10.30. Bbq-ed the marinated chickens, heated marshmallow and dipped it in nutella and ate some more. At around 12 am, we decided to fish since one of my uncle brought 3 fishing rods. Heh. Kita pun ape lagi.. Sebok sebok la.. Hahah. Fast Forward again to the next day. Mandi laut. Even Abg Yaya joined in. It was really hilarious when when you see the waves approaching, immediately you feel like jumping. Hahaha. Got to know Faz Kecik was there at Changi too. Packed our stuffs then head to Tampines. As soon as I reached Mira's house, my head landed directly on the mattress. Slept thru the afternoon and woke up only nearing 7 pm. And because the rest of the day was mundane, so I'll just skip to just now.

Woken up by a call. I was called to go to Mak's house to help clear some stuffs. Karaoked like there's no tomorrow when I reached Mak's house. Mak then decided to have dinner at East Coast. Just then, I received a phone call from Nini Boy saying that the Rock Family is having dinner at Simpang Bedok. Of course I had to give it a miss. But no worries cause after my dinner at East Coast, we headed to Robinsons, Orchard. Abg Yaya had to check on his staffs. Upon reaching, we took photos but since I lost my MMC reader, I cant upload the pictures now. Danngg!! Yadayaydayayda.. I had fun spending time with them. Saw a Puma Bag that is driving my nuts. ARRGGGHH.. and it's only $39. Oh yeah.. when I was walking around, I saw a timbuk2 bag, instantly I thought of Aidil.. So when I got home, I told Aidil about it online, and he said, "Awwww.. How sweet." School is yet to be confirm. So I'm waiting for Aidil's confirmation on whether is there any class for us tomorrow. I told Aidil I wanna bake tomorrow, he told me to carry on with my plan and bring some for him on thursday.. See la. bukan nk suruh pergi skola, instead Aidil's encouraging me to stay at home and bake. Hahaha. Ok Aidil, I've managed to squeeze more than 5 lines about you.. happy? hahaha

Ok now I'm turning in to sleep considering at already 5.50 am... Good night.

2009-01-28T04:35:00.001+08:00

.The First Ever Wedding For Osman's Grandchildren

The days leading up to their Big Day were so exciting. For us Osman's childdaughters, that is.

So here I present snippits of the stuffs that happen just for Muhd Al-Hafiz & Nuraini's Big Day.

I was busy making directory signages when Dia snap this.

These are actually taken on the 'Malam Berinai', literally translated -Henna Night.

Khai & Dia

I got my hands Henna-ed too.. Which resulted to the commotion that happened in class the next day. When Zul & Bani saw my hands, they told Mr. Owen I got married overnight. Dangg!!

The Solemnisation Day.

Went over to Kak Noni's house early to help with some minor stuff. This was taken when me & Dia had just put up our first signage.

Cucu Osman. =)

These Ladies looked Uber-Fine. And I'm glad they're mine.

After the vows.

The Solemnisation Night.

Abg Yaya said since he is the only male cousin there, he should be in the middle. Go figure.

The Wedding Day.

Dia was in charge of the wedding favours while I was in charge of the guestbook.

The couple had gone to the Bridegroom's side, so we decided to take a few pictures, and that 'a few', turned out to be pictures taken with 3 cameras.

We had to force Dely to sit with us on the Dais since all of us were ready to snap more pictures. Hah!

Guys on top, Girls below.

The colour Pink totally ruled the Wedding!

The Last picture the couple took with us cousins. And because Kak Noni was tired of sitting on the chair, she decided to sit on the platform. Btw, the thing that she is holding is a board that had all the Uncles, Aunts & Cousins well wishes & signatures.

And then the Couple called it A DAY.

2009-01-22T23:55:00.002+08:00

.And here I am again

"What is life?"
I asked my friends this
Finding the answer
Is like finding a puzzle's missing piece.

My perception towards God's creation called Man doesn't seem to change much.
I still sticking to my own point of view of them.

Tell me something I've never heard of before.
'Cause everything that you've said so far, turned out to be lies.

"I can't seem to take any guy's words for real."
I told a friend last night.
He kept quiet, knowing my situation.

Prove to me that I'm wrong.
Prove to me that you're different.

You keep on telling me that I don't understand your situation,
Don't give me that crap anymore.
You never seem to be sorry about your actions,
So why would I listen?

One thing I know,
Is that you were my dreadful sorrow.
Now I want all the world to see,
I'm being free.

p/s: You're just the same as the rest.

2009-01-04T21:24:00.001+08:00

.In Love Again

Must've made you so sad
To know that I was in love again
Guess all the things that we had
Just wasn't good enough for you

When I gave you my world
You turned around and you hurt me, tell me why
Thought that you was my girl
I guess that things ain't the same

[Chorus]
I was the one that gave you my heart
How could you turn around and play these games (I was in love again)
Now, baby, don't you cry
Look in my eyes
How did you feel when you gave my love away (I was in love again)

Now that I'm doing better
Moving on with my life
You wanna try to come around
Just to say you want me

You say you make me better
But all you do is lie
'Cause every night you goin' be creeping with another man

I don't wanna be there
Waiting every night
Wondering if you are
With another guy

If I was to give you all my love again
You would only turn around and leave me lonely

[Chorus]

I gave you all the love that I know
I let you know that you're my heart and my soul
So why you wanna give my love away
Nothing in the world that you can do will make me wanna stay

[Chorus x2]

(Gave you my heart)
(Play these games, I was in love again)
(Must've made you so sad, to know that I was in love again)

p/s: let's skip all this &&& Midnight Lover was being nice yesterday. =)

2008-12-25T04:53:00.003+08:00

.Nothing Will Be The Same

Gorgeous eyes, gorgeous lips, gorgeous face!

Perfect Night. Perfect People. Perfect LOVE!

I'll update the full story of the outing later today. After I wake up la eh.

p/s: your stories shocked me pretty bad, my friend!

2008-12-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

.You are my Bad Boy

2008-12-22T04:50:00.001+08:00

.Stay Close To Me

Failed relationship might make one feel disconnected towards Love,

As Love might be difficult to make it's way into one's Heart.

But in my case, failed relationship only gives way to A True Love.

A Love that can only grow and grow.

A Love that can never fade.

A Love that can never break my Heart.

A Love that can never tear me apart.

A Love that is shared in My Family.

Dinner was AWESOME!

Nevermind the fact that my family was late and I had to give the Sin Vs Viet match a miss(which, in the end, was a good thing. cause, as you and the rest of the world knows, The Lions lost. bah!).

The foods were Superb! The energy of the room was Incredible (cause Abah & Mak rented the whole 2nd storey of the restaurant for our family alone.)! And of course, the people are like the icing on a beautiful chocolate cake.

And knowing The Osman's Clan, camwhoring is Always, I repeat, ALWAYS, A MUST!!!!

Warning: Massive Camwhoring Alert!

Abang Faizal
Clockwise From Top: Abang Faizal, Kak Nani, MiraBom & NadiVa

Khai & Nadia

NadiVa & K-Banks

Us again. -_- '''

Killing time while waiting for Chilli Crab! =)

Smile.

You guys must be cursing under your breathes.. "Muke ni dua lagi ajer." HAHAAH

Each family went home with a cute party favour. I LOIKE!!!

All Smiles.

1st row: Abang Yaya, Mak (Yati), Abah & Mak (Dear)

2nd row: Kak Ira, Kak Sabrina, Abang Nuar, Abang Hadi & Kak Aichen.

Osman punya Cucu. Please note that another 11 is still missing from the picture.

Kiter tau kiter sumer lawa & kacak. hahaha

The Anniversary couple & Girl Cousins & Abang Faizal & Ibu & Mak Dear.

Cousins & Future Cousins-In-Law. Welcome to the Family. =)

Trio.

The Ladies of the Night.

My LOVES.

Cucu Osman Cantik.

"ok, ni gambar buat mulot ok." translation: "ok, lets do our mouth in this picture ok."

Truth be told, the camera was angled only at our mouths.

The Young Ones.

The Not-So-Young Ones. hahahaha

Brotherly&SisterlyLOVE.

The Girls & Abang Faizal.

MiraBom & Abang Faizal.

We were forcing Mak to feed Abah the cake.

Just Arrive.

Senyum-senyum selalu.

Amira, Nadia, Aishah & Nuraini.

Happy Happy.

Next on MY AGENDA.

22nd - Going out with Mummy to TOWN. =)

24th - GIRL COUSINS DAY OUT. Movie-Twilight & Dinner-Mad Jack & Karaoke!! Can't wait!!

28th - ByeBye Singapore!! Flying Out Again Baybeh!! See you on the 3rd of January ok!

2008-12-21T03:39:00.003+08:00

.Summed Up My Thoughts

I wanna wake up from this horrible dream,

But I can't open my eyes, it seems.

Hoping, praying that it won't hurt me,

Now, who can hear my silent plea?

Begging wouldn't make a difference to you,

I know, 'cause that's what I've been through.

"...time may heal my wound, but it sure can't erase it..."

2008-12-20T05:12:00.003+08:00

.My (Silent) Cry

Oh Allah, please show me Your wonders as I'm already at a lost state.

Explaining things, asking questions and reasoning out facts sure isn't easy from this point on.
Allah, please enlighten Your humble servant as to which path she should take.
Please open up my eyes, Oh Allah, for I am only Your Creation.

"...can you hear me? can you listen to my plea?..."

2008-12-18T03:58:00.007+08:00

.Watch The World Comes Alive, Tonight

Meet my alter ego

Life has been an episode of a whirlwind these past few days.

It makes me wanna escape to my fantasyland, each time i think about it.

...

I've got 3 freaks who watch my every step from this domain of mine.

For whatever purposes, I don't wanna know for, I couldn't even care less.

...

I got hold of this quote from a friend,

"If you think life's a b*tch, it just had puppies."

I find this quote somewhat true.

In my own head, at least.

...

I 've got a problem too many to handle right now.
The least I could get is a little shut eye.

But this brain of mine isn't functioning properly, time-wise.

...

I find that life's too short to do the same thing twice.

So when I woke up just now, I told myself to do something out of the ordinary.

For those who knows me, knows that I only drink Coke when I'm eating out.

But I took a complete 180 degrees turn and ordered something else.

Which turned out to be a disastrous choice but heck.

I find that that is a HUGE leap for me.

There you go, I've completed a mission for myself today. Have you?

...

I think that you readers out there couldn't put a finger to what is the meaning of this particular entry.

And I know that this particular entry is like the summary of my random thoughts for the past two weeks.

So, there is no need for you guys to ask me what's wrong, this and that.

Coz, all the things that I penned down on this entry, is just the tip of the iceberg.

And there's more that is kept beneath.

&&&

"...Crack the code of my brain, will you. For it's only me, go figure."

2008-12-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

.Neither This Nor That

"I'll always put on a smile no matter where I go. So if I ever bump into you in the future, you wouldn't know that I'm hurting..."

Next.

Hike on Friday was fun, eventhough it was really tiring. Hiked from Ite Simei to Changi Jetty with peeps from PP & PQ. Didn't feel the 2++ hours that passed by during the hike. Coz me and Wana were busy singing away to the songs in her Mp3.

Me, Wana, An & Arfah. =)

PP's Babes & An.

Ayul called us "The Charlie's Angels".. hahaha

Sport Management Year 2 Family!

Thanks to Ayul for being so patient with us when we forced him to take another shot of us. =)

* * *

Upon reaching Changi Jetty, the rest of the SM family took the bunkboat to Pulau Ubin for their 2D1N Outdoor Camp 2008.

This was when Wana, Kecik and I started our craziness. We did our so called photoshoot at the jetty.

Wana & I seeing off our SM mates.

I instructed Wana to put her hand like this, like that, just to get a perfect shot.

Kecik called this "Pose Miang". haahahaha

Ain't we sweet? Despite the Sun, sweat & slippery slippers. HAHAHA

2/3 of the "Charlie's Angels".

Pose baybeh, POSE!!

"...in the end, I sing myself to sleep at night."

2008-12-03T03:30:00.002+08:00

. Confusing Confessions

How come just when you think everything is going the way it should, it starts to go the totally opposite direction.

It hurts to hurt your own heart but its even worst to hurt someone else's.

I'm in no position of going back "Into A Relationship" scene. Coz I gotta admit, it still hurts. It still aches me to receive phone calls with that particular name appearing.

Let's just let time tell everything. If we're meant to be or not. I've gotta be strong and not waver this time round.

Memories of you were on Playback in my mind just couple of days ago. It was nice to reminisce on the past. Simple little gestures could make me go gaga over you. But then, it wasn't so sweet at all towards the ending. My train of thoughts were focused on the hurt, your uncontrolable jealousy and my freedom.

That kept my thinking till today. You could say the I've forgiven you totally but dear friend, you did leave me with a huge scar for me to mend on my own. What was I suppose to say to you? Please enlighten me, please.

I think the best way is to strike any available options I have to avoid hurting any party.

I'm DONE. =)

2008-11-22T21:34:00.001+08:00

.M-I-A-ing

After nearly a month of missing-in-action, I feel like it's only right that I start updating this internet-diary of mine before everyone I know, starts to remind me to update my blog every other day, in school.

To think that it has been a long time since I last set foot to Town area. But interestingly, I'm always out of my house, and always going somewhere.

For instance, these 2 pictures below was taken on our way home from watching HSM3 at Tampines Mall.

This, a lunch date with FidaDida after school.

These were taken when I had to go up on stage to receive my prize for being 1st in class..

Sweet kan.. To think that these guys accompanied this girl to her prize presentation when her family themselves didn't. Dorang pon nak take picture with my trophy.

All in a day's work. Same day as the prize presentation. After the prize presentation ceremony, they headed back to my home. We baked brownies, Faz had a full body massage, Fik played congkak with Kak Yas, Faz & Zai played soccer with my brothers. Then, around 5, we made our way to Plaza Sing. To check out Zai's shirt & Fik's bag. Couldn't find any, so we headed to Marina Square to check out more options. Hibri was with Fir, so they decided to join us for dinner at KFC.

These pictures of Hibri were captured candidly. Totally without him noticing. The result of these were due to Faz's boredom.

Because he was sitting in front of me, I became his victim too. And because my slide-up camera phone was a problem to begin with, it results to green photographs.

This, is like a picture of any other wednesday. Lepak-ing with them is like a norm.

Chris Lindner and me during Climb On!

Aididididdididididididiruddin.

Fazhli.

The day me, Zai and Fida went to City Hall to buy chalk for the competition. And then we met this kid over here in the afternoon.

da la.. malas nk update already..

btw. there's a high chance I'll be working this holiday. Thanks to Abg Yaya. hahaha

2008-10-26T03:05:00.002+08:00

. Happy Birthday!

And because this lady over here means the whole wide world to me, it's only right that I write a post dedicated only to her -with its title to sum it all up, no less!

Salmi Binte Osman.

A person who holds a number of post in my life. My friend-when i need someone to talk to, my banker-when i ran out of cash, my worst enemy-when she's angry, and most importantly my mom-the reason I'm alive till today.

My Ibu turns a year older today. & no, I can't disclose her age cause age is not just a number to woman, thank you very much!

I skipped Tuesday's training, or rather, I came, did 1 route & off! The reason being to celebrate an advance birthday celebration for my mom at Seoul Garden. These people in the picture above sent me off at the busstop. Selenge kan.. padahal 1 orang je nk balek, tapi sampai 5 orang yang antar.

Faz. He said, "Ish!! Tetek!!" hahahaFir. My beating companion.Rhoma cute.

He said, "Khai, wish ibu happy birthday for me k."

& Rhoma, I'm sorry if I can't make it for your open house later today. ):

2008-10-26T02:30:00.001+08:00

. My Rock(Family)!

Raya-ing with them was PRETTY AWESOME!!
Massive photo-taking throughout the whole day.

The ones I have with me can be considered quite little as compared to Mai's hp & Haiqal's dropdeadgorgeous-deep red camera!

Haiqal's home.

At the meet-up point.

The Friend & The Cousin.

Khai & Elrock

Sastar & Maissy

My Heart(ache)!

Sisterly Love.

Temanku, Aminuddin.

Zai.Mira.Khai

Need I say more?

Fad-ese loco & Khairah-banks

Senyum-senyum selalu. :)

The one who calls me MAK! & the one who carried my bag the whole day.

Faz & Khai.

2008-10-12T03:30:00.000+08:00

. A GREAT WEEK, BAYBEH!

Hell of a Roller Coaster.

Went to catch The House Bunny with bayek-punye-kawan just now. Bayek ar.. da sampai abeh ckp maseh pat Pasir Ris. -_-''' Semak! Great movie, great company, great day! Went around scouting for a new shirt. Found a pretty shirt. But gotta save up for Batu Cave Trip. My money is slowly depleting from my account. Or shall I say it has already depleted. Danggg!! Met Izzat along the way. Belaying at an event in front of Ngee Ann City. Walked, walked and walked some more. The funny part was the bayek-punye-kawan actually asked for my permission to take a puff. Kekek ar you.

Anyways, thanks eh kawan for the company. Next time Swensens pulak eh. Kiter bawak itu couple skali. hehehe. And make sure the next time we go, we have the money to buy the shirt that we have eye on respectively. =)

* * *
Nevermind the blurry images, cause I had a wonderful time raya-ing with the UP0704As. Eventhough i could only follow from evening onwards. Shakir wanted to eat at my house so much that the whole troupe had to wait for him to finish his class. Hence, they reached only after 7.30pm.

before Shakir & Raihan arrive.
da kenyang -take 1.

from left- Rizal, Shakir, Raihan, Mamal, Kecik, Wana, Khai & Izzat.

da kenyang -take 2.
da kenyang -take 3.
on the way to Rizal's house.

talking about the class, we're gonna have a get-together for breakfast @ Cafe1. Time- 9am. Saper saper nk join, by all means.. See ya there.

School has not yet started and I've got dates lining up my calender.

-Lunch Date with Amin a.k.a My Logistic.

-Movie Date with UP0704As on Wednesday.

And so on and so forth..

Since its already 3.25am, I think I should better get some sleep, else I'll be a walking zombie tmr. Ciao!

ARRGGHH!! school is starting on monday. DAMN!

2008-10-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

. CRAZY SEKALI!!

Because I'm crazy like that. =)

The relatives serbu-ed my house over the past weekend. T'was hilarious, I tell you. Camwhored like nobody's business.

Jalan raya with my aunt's family was even better. Abang Faizal followed us jalan raya also, which made it all the more happening baybeh!.

Went to Mak's house. Raya-ed there. Ate the kuihs without being invited. hahaha. 'Coz its like my own (3rd) house. While eating, talked crap with Kak Yas & Abang Faizal. Laughed by the fact that we're going out together, and yet my dearest Abang Faizal still had not taken his shower. What's worst was he still can sit and talk to us while smoking.

Bus-ed to Tampines Interchange from Kallang Bahru. The twins and Abang Faizal bought McD and ate on the way to Pak Ngah's house. Stayed there, yadayadayadayada.. met Baby Natasha. ARRRGGHH!! bau baby!! Ate, discussed with Kak Lina about our Weekend-Retreat-To-Batam-For-Spa. Met MiraBom, camwhored again. Then off to Mak Andak's house. Such a pity Kak Noni was working then. No worries, coz Nadia was at home. yadayadayada. Off to another house at 9.30 pm.

Next house was Cik Ali's. I had the most unforgetable time ever! Laughed at Cik Ali's jokes. Never fail to crack us up! Kak Yas, MiraBom & Me were laughing very hard that it took us awhile to settle down. Ate, talked, laughed, watched Khairul & Yayan on video, more like trying to spot them behind the main singers. haha. Headed home and reached at 12 am. Watched SURIA for a while, that was when I got really excited. 'Coz I got to catch these people on tv.

Kak Ana, Kak Anne & Me @ Versailles Palace.

Umairah, while waiting for her father & the car. Cute giler kan dier!

Kak Ana, Umairah & Aiman played host to Kak Anne and me while we were in Paris. And Umairah looked cute as ever! Thanks Kak Ana for taking care of me when I fell sick while I was there.

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My holiday so far was very well spent. Accompanied Ibu to CGH to change her surgery dressing and do her therapy. For the past few days, the random-est things happened to me. The bayek-punye-kawan said this to me. "Dengar cakap Ibu lah, nanti you can go to Batu Cave." Random per..

Then few moments later, played Reversi with Aidil till i don't know what time. 'Coz halfway thru the game I slept. Hahahah. bayek ah khai. And then, the next day while I was on the way home with Ibu from CGH, Aidil called me. "Urmm Khai, let's have a rematch tonight. I waited for you to make your move. Lambat ar." I replied, "Sorry ar. I fell asleep ar. Hahaha!! Don't worry, I'm gonna win later." What he said next, made me laughed like hell. "Don't count on it."

DANGGGG!!

The bayek-punye-kawan came back from a 3-day-trip with a bayek-punye surprise yaw! A cute purple hoodie & this!

Sweet per..

The bayek-punye-kawan sent those over at nearly 11pm. At the same day, I spent SGD45 in a shop. The most comforting stuffs ever!! 2 bathrobes, 2 suede bath slippers, 1 set orange-black polka-dot pajamas. Sedap per duit kluar mcm air.. hahah

Da la.. continue later la eh.

2008-10-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

. : Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri : .

Saya, Nurkhairah Binte Mohamed, ingin meminta ampun dan maaf kepada sesiapa sahaja Muslimin dan Muslimah di sana yang membaca blog saya ini. Saya menyusun sepuluh jari jemari saya jika saya ada tersalah silap, terkasar bahasa, terkecilkan hati ketika bergurau dan termakan atau terminum dengan tidak sengaja. Akhir sekali, saya ingin mengucapkan kepada semua pembaca blog saya, Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf zahir dan batin.

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Picture Time!!

Abang Faizal, Kak Yas, Khai

Almost Complete

Khai & Dely

Sumpah, we were kecoh when taking this picture.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!!!

2008-10-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

. : Greatly Appreciated : .

To those of you who have been really concern and asked about my mum's condition, i wanna thank you.

Thank you so much for all the well wishes. My mum is fine at this point of time.

You guys know who you are.
Thanks, Loves.

2008-09-25T13:52:00.001+08:00

. : PLEASE : .

Please please please, oh, please pray for me mummy. =(

*off to hospital now*

2008-09-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

. : Just Let Me Be Me : .

For some strange reason, your friend had stumble upon my blog, and has to tell you about it.
Why? There's nothing between us anymore, so why do you want to know whatever it is that I'm up to.

In case you don't know, it hurts me just by looking at you.

Please.. Don't cause me anymore tears then you already had.

I'm happy with the way my life is right now and I don't need any more disturbance.

So please, just back away quietly.

You once told me, if we're meant to be, surely you'll wait for me.

I guess we've gone too far off, and that's fine.

But just know this, whatever memories that we shared,

Are nothing but memories.

You're my past. I'm your past.

Let's just move on from here.

So we won't hurt each other further..

khai.

2008-09-21T10:50:00.002+08:00

. : Be-Gone! : .

There's no need for me to explain things to you.

What I do now, does not have anything with you.

So please, just mind your own life.

it hurts when you say "it's over".

but times have changed.

people have changed.

I've changed.

so please, let's just end it here.

and go back to our own lives forever.

2008-09-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

. : Week of Outings : .

Yesterday was nice. Break fast with my long lost primary school gf. She said its been 2 years since we last saw each other. Did hell lots of catching up. Laughed like there's no tomorrow. Ate slowly, like nobody's business. Oh how I miss GG so much. =)

After breaking fast with GG, i headed to McD to meet these usual suspects + Hibri + Sasya. But of course Mr. Policeman a.k.a Elroy, wasn't there. He did call Fir, so Fir's phone was being passed from one person to another. Talked to Mr. Policeman for a while. Asking him how he's doing and stuff. After Mr. Policeman hanged up the phone, the usual suspects were asking about the Break Fast Outing on Tuesday. None of them got any message from anyone. Oh wells, there's nothing more I can say.
Was texting with FidaSayang late last night till sahur. Had few laughs while sms-ing back and forth. Kesian FidaSayang. Get well soon, Gf.

This Saturday, I will be breaking fast with all my Kakak Sedare(s). So.. can't wait for that.

Then on Sunday, hopefully I get to break fast with these 2 babes. I felt as if its been forever since I last saw these 2. Please meet up soon babes. =)

2008-09-14T00:55:00.001+08:00

. : Ramdonly : .

Cinque Terre. 'Feets-Off-The-Ground' Moment. June '08

Finally, I'm a free person. Exam was well executed. Next on my agenda, BAKING!! I'll be baking this year's kuih. Yay yay!! Can't wait to Break Fast with the Big Family later this evening. To celebrate Kak Yas belated birthday. MiraSayang will be sleeping over too. =) Yayness for that. Miss her already!! Kau sayang aku tk? Aku da update ni. Hahaha =)

3 different guys were in front of me when I took this picture in MLC.
I can just turn to her & know everything will be alright. SayaSayangKamu!
Take me back to the place where I find PEACE!The only 2 girls present on the last day of school. Kim&Khai =)
Zul . Kim . Khai .

Cinque Terre. June '08

On a serious note, I think life in itself is Complicated. One moment, you think everything is perfectly alright. And then, BAM!! You are chuck-ed into a rather complicated situation. But sometimes moments like these, those kind that caught you off guard, are the ones that are memorable. I've had moments like these. And when I think back, I can just smile to myself.

Take me back to that place.
Take me back to that place where I find joy.
Take me back to that place where I can laugh out silly.
Take me back to that place where I know I can cry.
Take me back to that place where I am not judge.
Take me back to that place where I can live freely.
Take me back to this place.

Cinque Terre. Via del Amor. June '08

2008-09-08T03:37:00.000+08:00

. : Thank You : .

Thank you for letting go off me.
Thank you for giving me back a treasure called 'Life'.

When I was with you, I swear I enjoyed the 3 years of my life.
But I felt I was missing something.
I felt like there was a void.
A void even you can't fill.
So when you let me go, it felt as though I was freed from self-imprisonment.
I was able to socialize.
I was able to widen my circle of friends.
I was able to LIVE FREELY.

And so therefore, I thank you.
Thank you for making that huge decision of breaking up.
And no, I hold no grudges.
Cause I can finally see the THING called LIFE!

The breaking fast outing just now was awesome.
It's a pity that this friend of mine couldn't make it due to last minute changes.

Kesian Dia.. hahahaha nevermind. Maybe next time, pal.
Dudok umah je la. Dengar ckp mak kan lagi berfaedah. muahahaah!

Met up with this babe first at Paya Lebar Station before meeting the whole gang. Walked around in search of a place to break our fast.

To FidaDida: Dear Partner-In-Crime, Good Luck for your BFD Exams tomorrow ok babe. Paper senang la. Dun worry. Jgn tido lepas sahur k. Nanti confirm lambat.

Camwhoring was really the itinerary for the whole outing. Wherever we go, we would pose&snap a picture or two. Hahahaha. This picture below was taken in the SingPost Building lift. If you guys were wondering, what the hell were we doing in the building, here's why:-

*Because we needed a place to sit
*Fareed wanted to show us a new place to hang out
*We wanted to take more pictures!
*Because being with all those people were kind of stuffy.
Beautiful Picture. Beautiful People. Beautiful Smiles. Beautiful Soul.
That's why I love them. Sorry Ysay. Gambar muke tak full. =x

FidaDida&FareedFreedo were the parents.
Told ya we camwhored. =p

Macam nak amek family potrait je.

This picture really makes me laugh just by looking at the stiff-looking Rhoma Irama.

Overdue pictures.

From WildWildWet to pasir ris beach. Plans had to be put to a halt but we still had a great time. Brothers. -Twin Brother. -Big Brother. -Little Brother.

Just like in the caption. Let's Walk

Stay tune for more updates. Till then, ciao!

2008-08-24T21:10:00.002+08:00

. : SoulSearching.. NOT! : .

After hearing stories from people about me & my FRIEND, (READ IT PROPERLY!) TAUFIK, I've decided to step out and tell YOU the truth. If you are wondering so much about what is OUR motive or what the hell are WE up to, I'll tell you now. There is nothing going on between me & him! There you have it! YOU HAPPY?!?

And in case you wanna know more, then read this. He was the one who came to me first. I had nothing to do with it. Get your facts right, woman. So before you go around telling different versions of your story to others, consult your conscience first laa eh.

I had no intentions of stealing/taking him away from you. Nor did I poisoned his mind to hate you. That was ALL HIM! HE made HIS OWN decisions of separating away from you. Even when I was beside him, I was psychoing him to go back to you. AND this is what I get in return?!?

I WON'T MENTION NAMES HERE! Cause I know, YOU know that I'M referring to YOU. Think laa. What did you do to that poor guy. Do you even think you deserve that 458963256898656543246788 chance? And if you really wanna vent your anger, come talk to me straight. Cause I see no point in you telling every one else your side of the story and not knowing my side. So please, any moment now. Come, let's talk.

Haizz.. one problem after another.

Me&Mira

OutOfBoredom.

Slacking Around.

My Rock!

2008-08-17T13:33:00.001+08:00

. : Living Life : .

I think that a person is stupid enough to think that i'm taking away something that doesn't belong to that person anymore. It's really draining to be in this SHIT!. I want OUT! u can think whatever u want about me, cause rest assured, only the people around me knows the REAL STORY! I leave u with your wild imaginations hah.

Me & Fad =)I asked Zai, "What do you think of me?"

Zai said, "You are my Sunshine's Sunshine!"
Presenting, Rhoma (Tan).. heh
HI! I'm Khai. -I don't Bite. I swear.
My FidaSayang. She's my 'Self-Declared' partner.
Mr. Fareed & Me =) My BestBabes.
Harloo.
Anak Jepon.. =) Lil Brother
Big Brother =)
The Usual Suspects.. =x

2008-08-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

. : NDP '08 Outing! : .

Dress Code: White Top.
ATTENTION: This post contains alot of pictures and only pictures. And this is only a fraction of it. So Beware. LOL

Updates will be done in the very near future. I promise. For now just make do with the pictures la eh.. Enjoys!

2008-07-25T16:03:00.002+08:00

. : Hello! : .

Being in silence for nearly a month has helped me deal with life. Alhamdullillah. Thank God for the nicest bunch of people He has given me, just to replace him..

My Blood Family. They are like my Rock. I need them for stability in life.

And then there's my other family. They saw me thru my difficult moment, when i need someone to talk to.

They are the ones my spend my free time with. During lunch break, after school, before&after training.. basically all my free time is being spend with them...

"I know I've moved on. & I dont wish for us to cross path. It will only make me think of you & my past. You told me to move on, I do. But why bother say that you dont wanna lose contact. It just doesnt make any sense. Stupid."

Anyways, the lepak/makan/movie session last tuesday at home was awesome. The Rockmates were hilarious. And today, overnight at my house pulak.. going to competition together-gether tomorrow..weeheee.. =)

Khai =)

2008-06-24T05:54:00.006+08:00

. : Bonjour :) : .

goodmorning! just touched down in paris -that explains the shagged-looking face.

Firstly, to my family members whom i missed so damn much,

I've reached Pisa, safely..

Secondly, to myself,

I've left my heart in Paris..

Thirdly, to those ever who misses me,

MISS ME MORE YAW!!!! tu lar.. take me for granted kan.. skarang rindu lar aku bnyk2..

Lastly, to the person who looked at my house window while i was gone,

i wish you all the happiness in life.

The Lourve & Me

Louis Vuitton & Me

Adidas & Me

2008-06-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

. : 18 June - 2300 hours : .

Goodbye Singapore, Hello Paris.
Goodbye Merlion, Hello Eiffel Tower.
Goodbye Escape ThemePark, Hello Euro Disneyland.
Goodbye School, Hello Holiday.
Goodbye Stress, Hello Relaxation.
Goodbye Tears, Hello Smiles. :)

till then...

Goodbye..

much love,
-khai

2008-04-24T15:51:00.000+08:00

. : Baby Come Back : .

By, Im sorry to have hurt your feelings all this while.
You know that you are my other half.
You know that you are my best friend.
You know that you are my soulmate.

Baby, you complete me by..
Please dont leave me hanging like this.
You know that I cant live without meeting you by.
You know that I cant live without talking to you by.
You know that I cant live without dreaming about you by.
Baby, I cant live without you by..

Dear, I know that I have left you with the biggest scar.
The biggest scar even i cant mend.
But baby, that was the past.
Baby, I know we will last.

Honey, I will change for the both of us.
I will change for you.
I will change for me.
I will change for the better, I promise.

Babylove, Im sorry for all the mistakes that I've done,
People told me to forget about you but I cant.
I know the scar had cut too deep,
But Baby, when thinking about it, even i cant sleep.

Dear, everywhere i turn reminds me of you
I cant even stay at home for long now
Coz my place is filled with memories of you
Our pictures, our rings, our necklaces, everything
I still keep the handmade gift you made me while working, by.

Do you think it's that easy for me to forget you baby?
This silence as taken a toll on me by..
Baby, please..
Baby come back...

much love,
-khai

p/s: iloveyou,mybabylove..

2008-04-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

. : 1 to 19! : .

Since i've not been updating at all lately, i think now, more than ever, is the perfect timing to start updating. Why, you say? Maybe because as of today, i am exactly 1 month to becoming 19 years old. Not that i'm complaining or anything but, i feel like it's coming way too fast.

I feel like it was just yesterday my classmates threw a surprise mini 18th birthday celebration in school for me.. And now i'll be turning 19 next month. Boo! I think time is moving too fast for me to appreciate things.

But during my 18th year on this Earth, I can safely say that I've achieved a lot more that I think I could.. for instance, i took up Rock Climbing as a CCA for the fun of it, but it's starting to grow in me. I actually like to climb. I've even participated in a Rock Climbing competition, mind you. All along, I've only played badminton for leisure but last February, I took part in a badminton challenge in school, in collaboration with World Women's Day. And guess what, I got 3rd place overall and won a bronze medal. I also took part in water polo for the World Women's Day thingy and got 2nd place and a silver medal. I got 1st in class for my religious class exams. Only recently I knew that I could bake cakes and such, which meant another achievement for me because people kept ordering from me. =) And during my 18th year on Earth, I've met such wonderful people, and I'm glad that I know because without them, I dont think I'll achieve these things at all.

This is a conversation between me and my mom a couple of days ago..

Mom: What do you want for this year's birthday?
Me: Urmm.. I think I've got everything already..
Mom: What is it that you think I can do for you for your birthday?
Me: Can you take motorcycle license for me *gleeming delightedly*?

What more can I possibly want?

I've got loving family who cares about me. (Til a van full of family members supported me during my FIRST EVER rock climbing competition!)

I've got friends who never fails to give me their support in whatever I do.. (seriously!!)

I've got a boyfriend who never fails to encourage me to be better than where I already am. (he says, 'never settle for ok when you know you can do better'.)

I've got beautiful people surrounding me with joy, happiness and laughter. (Oh Allah, please bless all these people who have showered Your slave here, with all the love, You can possibly bless. Amin)

The Babe said this to me last night..

Me: I wanna write 'Things I've achieved while being 18-years-old' on our blog lah.

Babe: Eh, you are 18 already? I thought you're still 17?

Me: Ouh yah.. I forgot.. I'm sweet 17, right?

Which comes to my next topic.. I don't look like my age.. People in US, looked a lot more matured than I am when they are 17, for example, Jordin Sparks. She looks like someone in her mid-20s already, and she hasn't even reach the number 2-something on her age. Can you imagine how old she'll look in 10 years from now??

I'm glad I don't look that old now. But it still bugs me why Sec 1 girls these days are trying to act way beyond their age. Putting thick make-ups on their faces like those EERIE clowns with wide smile painted on their face.. EEWWWWWWW!! ok at this point onwards, I'm already scaring myself.. let's just end it here..

On a lighter note, I'LL BE TURNING 19 on 3rd MAY!!!! I WANT PRESENTS PEOPLE!!!! GO DIG YOUR POCKETS NOW!!!! muahahahaha!!

much love ,

-khai

2008-02-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

. : FUN'S The Word! : .

After nearly three months of planning to go out with the Sunday Religious Class Gang, we finally made our debut of going out together just now.

My mum cooked for us whereas the Babe bought titbits from NTUC -all this was done from the moment I woke up till the moment the Babe and I realised that we were late for our class prolly ard 12 noon (but our class starts at 1130 am. so do the math on how long we were late. hah) Wana could not make it cause she has to see her grandmum, whereas Sarah and Hajar had to be at their grangmum's funeral. (Al-Fatehah)

We psychoed Hakim, Wana's brother, to join us. And so he did. Waited for Ustazah Safiah, who was from home, and Ustazah Aishah, who wanted to change into something comfy. We made our way to East Coast and reached there around 430 pm. Searched for a nice spot to seat which took us about half an hour and ta-daa.. a nice, clean hut! We laid the canvas and spread the sleeping bag open. We ate, played game and basically had fun. All of us were really enjoying the part where we get to hit the rest with the Coke 1.5L Pet Bottle on the hand during Heart Attack. Especially Ustazah Aishah, she was laughing the whole time when she got the chance to hit us. Hah.

Played till nearly 7 pm and Fazirah and Firdaus' parents reached to pick them up. Packed up and we headed home. Had to walk all the way back to MacD to get to our bus stop. Hakim was funny when he saw a girl walking..

Hakim: "Eheh.. ade penguin ah.."
Me: "Penguin?? -_-'' Asal seh penguin??"
Hakim: "Kiter skarang dah tak panggil chicks lagi. Kiter skarang panggil penguin. Masih dalam Bird family per."
Me: "Ya Allah.. *smacked forehead*"

The journey back home was not as nice though. Throughout the whole 1-hour journey, the 3 secondary school girls behind us were yapping all the way from Marine Parade to Hougang. We could not care less about them and actually get an eye shut for a good half an hour.. Reached home, ate the pizza that my sister made and slacked in front of this laptop since 930 pm.

It is advisable for me to actually sleep now cause a) it is already 3 am. b) i have FOF practical test tomorrow. No. Its TODAY. =[ c) my eyes felt like as if 2 4-tonnes crate are on top of my eye lids. Yes. It is that HEAVY.

much love,
-khai

2008-02-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

. : Miss-ed : .
One day I caught myself smiling for no reason,
Then I realised, I was thinking of you..

I'm missing the other half so bad, i could cry right this instance. I'm so pissed at Ns Police right now, i swear i can vent my long-held anger at anyone that irritates me. Oh God.. You've made me waited patiently for the Babe to go through his National Service for 21 long months now. And I thank You for that. But please make this waiting journey of mine a little bit more bearable as I'm already at my wits end. This is driving me up the wall. I am missing the Babe so badly, tears can just roll down these cheeks just when I think about it.

The Babe has been so busy lately with the police duties and last minute gig meetings, he hardly has time for me. Don't even try to guess when was the last time we went for a decent date. Cause even I can't remember. Yes, it is THAT long..

Me: "I can't stand it much longer! It's killing me to have to wait for you till you were off from your duty.."
Boyfriend: "3 more months Baby. Then I'll have all the time with you. We'll go thru this together.. I love you.. I hope you do too.."

Living less than 5oo metres apart doesn't help a single bit due to the difference in our schedule. I'll be sleeping when he has to go to his newpaper job. I'll be rushing to school when he has reached Tanglin Police Station. I'll be coming home from rock climbing training when he has already gone to LALA-Land. And when I finally get to see him, it will always be during our Sunday religious class together. Monday to Saturday are all burnt. Then back to the same old routine after Sunday.

ps: sometimes, I just wish I could sit beside you doing nothing other than gazing at the gorgeuos, golden sunset. I Love You, My Mr. Policeman.

much love,
-khai

2008-01-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

. : Sweet Treats! : .

The huge birthday cake my cousin ordered from me for his 23rd birthday! THE Cake!!
the side of the cake...
overall view..
and the Birthday Boy with his Birthday Cake.

the Rock Climbing cake i made for the chalet.
the side of the cake...
overall view..

the cupcakes i made for fiqa's birthday.
overall view.

the circle birthday cake my aunt ordered from me for her birthday.

the side of the cake...
overall view..

im taking orders at the moment. so if anyone is interested, just tag me..

ohh yes before i forget.. if any of you are interested in ordering cakes for valentine's day, and heart-shape cakes for that matter, just inform me hokays, love. =)

much love,

-khai

2008-01-02T03:39:00.000+08:00

. : Chalet : .

" girls just wanna have fun"
the 'my-life-was-hanging-by-a-thread-when-i-was-carrying-this-cake' cake
btw, i baked this cake. =)
izza handed over her SECRETARY post to me.. nyehehe

the night was still young then..
and so we bbq-ed!
a little camwhoring doesn't hurt..
or does it??

much love,

-khai

2007-12-29T12:27:00.000+08:00

. : 28! : .

Happy 28th monthsary love.
Zulira turned 28 on 28 hokays!

ps-i love you =)

much love,
-khai

2007-12-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

. : Jollying My Ho-Ho-Holidays Away : .

-with meaningful outings - NO LESS!

pardon me for the long absence. its not as if i was on hiatus or anything. but everytime i log on to blogger, i will always get sidetrack for whatever reasons! Bah. like just now. i was editing pictures then this head of mine decide to watch Martha Strewart's baking video.

these pictures were taken before schools closes but knowing how lazy i am, it is only being updated now. and due to the fact that the Babe had to put on his Mr Policeman cap, made it near to impossible for us actually have a decent night out to town. BOO NS!! but our efforts to plan for a quick night out to town was finally paid off on 22nd of December when we got to catch these cute little chipmunks!!
AARRRGGHH!!! isn't Theodore cute or what!!??!!??

these were taken during a lunch date with ubs.. and i got to savour 2 large chocolate chip frappe! -FREE OF CHARGE!! cause starbucks is kind enough to give out free drinks for 2 whole hours!! i had one at 5.30 and another just before the ending of free drinks at 7. i told ubs that this would probably be an annual thing for the both of us since ubs and i had the free starbucks drinks last year at vivo and this year, at suntec and marina square on the very same day.. fiqa ate at seoul garden with her sister and fresa before catching up with us at 7.30. when she found out that we went for a second round of starbucks, she thought we were crazy.. haha.. but we did. and t'was heavenly!!
these were taken on 23rd of December. i thanked Allah for letting it rain only after we had made our way out of Sentosa.. you see, the big family planned to have a day out in the sun. and my aunt told that she and my uncle will pick us up at 9 am sharp. but at 10 am, we were still at home waiting for them.. at 10.10 am, we got a call from my aunt saying that the van could not start.. with utter disappointment, my sister told my cousins and brothers they could just go to the nearby swimming pool.. 5 min later, my aunt entered the house, laughing. -_-. i said she got us pretty good. made our way to Palawan Beach. i thanked Allah that it was not too crowded as we expected it to be. it was definitely a perfect day for a picnic. the weather was nice, the sun was not too aggresive on us humans and the foods were like the icing on an already delicious cake!

much love,

-khai

2007-12-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

. : Power Of 3 : .

The 3 people who made Rock Climbing heavenly.. =)

The 3 people who made classroom time humorous =)

The 3 people who made Life bearable.

2007-12-02T11:29:00.000+08:00

. : Sweet Treats : .

Cute Cut-out Cookies

I'm taking orders for these lovable cut-out cookies.. soo if you are interested, just inform me okays.. =)

Ohh.. btw i take orders for any occasions too.. just inform me hokays... pricings will be updated later on.. =)

much love,
-khai

2007-11-29T02:40:00.000+08:00

. : Mad About You, Sweet Treats!! : .

Cheesecake

Mini Cupcakes

Heart-shaped Chocolate Cakes

Anniversary Cakes
Birthday Cake

Divine Fruit-Tarts

Nak order?? haha =)

2007-11-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

. : So Sick : .

"Love does not happen on first sight,
But being there until the end.."
My Very Own -Mr. Policeman!

my unstoppable craving for delicious donuts has gone to a halt when the Babe actually bought Munchy's Donut for me right after he got off from work... =) *smiles widely*

the Babe has been so nice to me lately.. it was on Wednesday when i told the Babe that my craving for donuts has become unbearable.. but he told me that he was on his way home after guarding Shang Ri La the night before, for ASEAN Summit, due to his night shift. then on Thursday, out of the blue, the Babe asked me what donut flavours do i want.. i was so ecstatic!! at last, someone actually has the initiative to stop me from whining. hehe =)) joyness!!

when i ate those delectable donuts, i swear i could hear wedding bells in my head.. haha but seriously, i felt as if i was on cloud 9.. i thought the Babe only bought 2 donuts but he actually bought a box of donuts for me.. can you imagine.. 6 chocolate donuts!! i cant thank the Babe enough.. he even took the liberty to send it over at my door step.. aint he sweet or what?!?!?!

but after the ASEAN Summit, the Babe fell ill.. and is now having a fever.. rest well k baby.. then tomorrow we can go ikea.. k.. u tak mo sakit sakit okay.. later u sick how??

on to the thing that happened just now..

Wana was seriously pissed with that hell-of-a-big-jerk!! i mean, Wana wasnt even making eye contact with him, let alone talking to him, how could he talk as if he is in her conversation.. ?? no wonder you've got no one to talk to in class.. if you think that by being straightforward, in-you-face kind of person, will help you through life, come on.. IT WONT!! grow up will you!!! do you know that people are getting so sick and tired of that big gap on your face...!!! less is definitely better, trust me.. the lesser you talk, the BETTER!!! and you wanna talk about self-hurt?? come on, now let me be straightforward to you this once, NO ONE BLOODY CARES!!! if you go around talking to people then ends up hurting their feelings, would you think people would want to talk to you again!!! think la!!!

i think i will have to stop have before this blog goes ABUSIVE towards that person.. which i dont mind personally, but since this is a shared blog, i have to know my limits... but trust me... i could go on further even if this blog is my own.. and i mean.. I CAN SERIOUSLY GO ON FURTHER!!!

much love,
-khai

2007-11-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

. : 20! : .

firstly. i wanna wish the Babe, Happie 20th Birthday.. u so old already lar! haha.. secondly.. im hungry.. thirdly.. its super boring to have 4 hrs of break!! blluuurrrgghhh!!! i know this is kinda random, but im seriously craving DunkinDonuts!! my mind is currently blank right now.. feel like baking a cake tonight.. that is if im in the mood later...

took loads of pictures with wana, kecik and fifi.. maybe i will post it tonight.. the final draft for BCM- gone.. im not so sure whether im doing the right thing or not.. i guess i'll know when i hand it in to Mr. Owen... went to Bugis yesterday.. follow wana buy her tshirt and flatty.. throughout the whole journey home, i did some poetry. only me, myself and i, will know what it is contents. bah! oh yeah.. bought myself a pair of heels.. sooooooo loving it! 3-inch baybeh!!!

a lot of things are going through my mind these pass few days.. stuffs that are worrying me, stuffs that make my heart skipped a beat- not in a happy kinda way, but in a 'i cant put my mind at ease' kinda way.

project works are piling up like stacks of garbage at the main dumping ground. im missing my childhood.. the sounds of children laughing, occupying their afternoon free-time.. the sights of housewives talking to their neighbours.. the feeling of afternoon breeze through my hair..its all coming back to me now.. i miss those times. when life was as pretty as a cute little cherry on top of my chocolate sundae. when days were as simple as reciting ABCs. and when nights used to be long and cooling. so anyone could snuggle in bed together, not worrying about tomorrow.. those were the good times.. till i get to feel like those times again....

much love,
-khai

2007-10-18T06:24:00.000+08:00

. : My TIME(table)! : .

school just started this week. got our timetable.. i should say that the timetable for this semester is so sucky!! for example, tomorrow's schedule:

0930 hrs-1100hrs - TPS (no idea what it stands for).
1100 hrs-1200 hrs - Break.
1200 hrs-1300 hrs - FOF (Fundamentals of Fitness).
1300 hrs-1500 hrs - Break.
1500 hrs-1600 hrs - ETP (Entrepreneurship).
1600 hrs-1800 hrs - FAC (First Aid Course).

I will officially spend 12 hours in school come tomorrow (& subsequent tuesdays and thursdays), since after FAC i will have to go straight to rockclimbing. its not a bad thing though, 'coz i need not rot while waiting for rockclimbing to start like last semester.. and since the Babe will be taking his BCM (Business Communication) in my school on tuesdays and thursdays, its means that i can actually go home with him after rockclimbing! YEAY!!

ok.. enough of school now for the past Hari Raya Celebration.. i have to admit something here.. during the last week of Ramadhan, IKEA was like my DRUG!! i was addicted to going to IKEA, which resulted in the numerous of items sold in IKEA, is currently found in my home. the last week of Ramadhan alone caused me to go to IKEA 3 times with the Babe to purchase furnitures which are currently found in our rooms. i even made my way to IKEA on the very last day of Ramadhan with my cousin to buy door mats for my aunt.. i bought 2 mini potted plant and a potted plant (which is about 1.3 metres in height) for my house. i was sooo excited. i think it was because of the coming Hari Raya. i can jolly well say goodbye to Geylang Serai. i only made my way to Geylang Serai once this year for my colour-coordinated baju kurung. i think im obsessed totally with IKEA for now.

as for the Hari Raya itself, was awesome.. got to meet my cousins and all.. pictures will be updated once i reach home as i am currently still in my school media library.. so long for now.. bye ya'll!!!

much love,
-khai

2007-10-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

. : Pass (!) : .

woke up this morning with heart as cold as ice as i got to know that today is officially the exam-results-day. even as i switched on the laptop, my swore i could actually feel my heart thumped -not that all this while its not beating!. the feeling was all too familiar. its like as if i was checking O Level results online earlier this year. i was afraid it was gonna be a failure, but alhamdulillah it was as bad as what i expected, in fact it was better. GPA wasn't all that great -just a mere 2.94 but its still ok, i guess. ISS was, as expected, a C. anyways, im thankful that there wasn't D or below. so, i should say that this is just the beginning of a new beginning. no more slacking around. YES -NO MORE!! if it was that easy to get a GPA of 2.94, imagine what a little bit of hard work and perseverance can do!

there's something bothering me lately. and im not sure what is it. what i know is that its not about me. but let me ramble about something that is NOT particularly random. i just hate the fact that its the fasting month, and yet i could see teenage girls parading around with a stick of cigarette in between their fingers -AT NOON!. i mean, have they no shame?! even if they are not fasting which could be possible due to the female-hormonal-changes also known as periods, but why cant they as least have a little bit of respect for the holiest month of the year -Muslim calendar that is. the middle-age men are indifferent. i saw with my own two eyes that they were actually having breakfast, now dont get me wrong. i wasn't referring to that BREAKING OF FAST, but BREAKFAST. eggs, coffee, toast and all. ala biar malaikat kiri, kanan dier tulis. yang kene jawab dengan Allah s.w.t pon dier bukan aku.

let's get on to other topic, like the Babe. kesian u eh.. whole day stress at work. InsyaAllah nothing will happen to you by. u doa and i also doa for u ok. doa seseorang yang berpuase, InsyaAllah akan termakbul. don't worry k. haha macam ustazah syarahan pulak. the Babe went by my house after terawih just now to show me what he wore to the mosque.. haha Babe like Atok-Atok with songkok and all. haha Tok Zul. my days have been going on too fast. not that i don't like it since the earlier i go back to school, the earlier i can rock climb again..(missing that rockwall, harnests and ropes.. not forgetting the climbers also!) but i just want extra me-time. i wanna go shop and all.. not for raya eh.. totally not looking forward to raya.. but for my Wants.i am Wants-deprived ok!! i wanna go shopping.. anyone out there who wanna sponsor? just ring me up ok! oh.. i can already think of one candidate... ZUL!!! haha..

i guess i should turn in now.. kesian computer ni dari pukul 8 sampai sekarang belum tutop.. oh yah.. to all my Muslim brothers & sisters, Selamat Berpuase! lagi 3 jam kene bangun sahur.. hehe ok.. so kental..

much love,
-khai

2007-09-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

.: Loves LOVE :.

as you can see, it's a total mess on my granddad's table. ahh, the silly things that me and my cousin did when we were visiting our maternal granddad.. he was warded for having a broken hip.. my sis was wondering whether did any of the nurses scold us for messing up the ward..here's the thing.. none of the nurse even cared what we were doing.. my granddad was warded on the 8th of September and was discharged on the 18th of September.. so me and my family members actually went back and forth to the hospital to visit my granddad.. and we had to break our fast either on the way to the hospital or at the hospital.. but evertythings ok since my granddad has been discharged and is well..

the babe has been really nice and sweet lately.. he even sent a dedication on 987 fm.. some might say its tacky, but wad the hell.. i love his tackiness.. haha.. holidays are spent as leisurely as possible since i had only 3 weeks left.. hehe.. i seriously wanna go out!!! the babe and i even set a date when we can actually go out on a date.. weeeeee.. cant wait...

and at the mean time, to all muslims, SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA!!! memperbanyakkanlah pahala supaya sentiasa dirahmati Allah s.w.t..

much love,
-khai

2007-09-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

.: My Love :.

I've always wanted to give to you a hundred roses
Will you accept my heart
Watching a thousand movies I practiced kissing.
Would you close your two eyes
My heart flutters as I spent all those nights away.
Saving these words because its my confession
Dedicated for just one person, my love
I pray please accept.
I imagined every morning I'd open my eyes with you.
And with all my heart I'd hold you then fall back asleep.
It's like a paradise, this so happy feeling
Could you understand my heart.
Amidst all these people if the girl for you was there
Can you guess who it would be.

My heart flutters as i spent all those nights away.
Saving these words because its my confession
Dedicated for just one person, my love
Could you come a little closer to me.
I'll love you within my soul fill my heart with love
Just you till the end of time, one & only
Love love love.

Fold a thousand roses, Fold a thousand cranes
Place it in a glass vase and go to the place you're waiting.
It feels so far away that my heart feels ready to burst
Has time come to a standstill 100m before the place I met you.

When I saw your smile
When I hear your sweet voice answering my calls.
My one & only prince this is all for you and listen
There's only one person for me.
I'll give you everything
Hugs & Kisses.

When your small and cute lips spread to a bright smile
My heart was so so happy.
Because it meant your heart had given permision to my love, My love
I think tears will come to my eyes.

much love,
-khai

2007-07-29T10:52:00.000+08:00

. : The 23rd : .

the most important thing that i've known,
is having your love and you as my own.
a sweet magic touch-
that's why i love you so very much.

Firstly, happy 23rd monthsary, love.. let me just ramble on being lovey-dovey for once eh people.. even though it may seem that this is one-sided (about just me updating alone & him being MIA-ing), trust me.. his Internet connection just isn't working.. -_-''' bummer i know.. so i'll just have to blog alone.
Babe, 23 months. We have definitely come a long way. Even though i may be out of course (in this relationship) at times, i wanna thank you for guiding me through. There is never a day that i do not complain about petty things and amazingly you just sit it thru. All my whinings about the days' happenings and my cryings about things around me being too difficult for me to even bear.

Im sure im just too much for you to handle sometimes.. that's why i love you even more each day knowing that you will always be there with me during my hardest times. Being with you has help me alot in understanding life, its meanings, our purposes living it and most importantly not letting life get us down by loving everything that surrounds me at this point of my life. Life is too short to let hatred take over our emotions and im glad to say that hatred hasnt take over my emotions and that im glad that im being love by the most caring, loving and forgiving kind of person. And for that i wanna thank you, Thank you for all that you've done for me.

the world is moving faster now,
we're on a changing course.
but you have help me deal with life,
you've been a stable force.
when i have to follow, new directions,
you were always there.
when the world was hard on me,
you always seem to care.
when nothing held together,
made the slightest bit of sense.
you have always helped restore,
my inner confidence.
everyone needs someone,
who's reliable and true.
thru the moments i've endured,
im grateful there was you.

much love,
-khai.

2007-07-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

. : Updates.. -like at last : .

actually there's nothing much for me to say in here since i meet my classmates every single day and they know what i do i do when in school.. but there's one thing that has been bugging me for the past 2 weeks. ubbs knew about it since i met her on the way to school juz now and told her about it.. gosh.. i miss her too much.. half the people i consult the matter with, told me to do something about it while the other half told me to let the matter slip on its own.. i've decided to let go of the matter since i'm pack with my schoolwork, and i cant afford to lag behind the others since exams are coming.. :(

role play will be held next week and i can say that my group is seriously stagnant. we've not done a single rehearsal.-period! had the olympics interview yesterday..it was alright i guess since i came out of the room smiling, and so does my other classmates.. my only worry (if i get selected, that is!) is the lodging. but lets not get carried away here.. the selection has not been made yet.. so we'll see.. :)

went to NUS just now. for the army half marathon briefing.. they're only gonna select 24 students from my class.. the trial run will be held on the 7th of August so that means no school for us that day.. and there's no need for me to go rock-climbing.. arrgghh... and rock-climbing is a whole another story.. -eh.. jangan sampai i burst out in front of everyone eh! just keep your mouth to yourself. jangan nak step big shot la. everyone has grown sick of it!!! - ahh.. let that person layan diri dier sendiri la.. waste my nafas je talk about this kinda people..

till i got my "so-called-mood" to blog the next time, tooddles!

much love
-khai.

2007-06-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

.: Babe, sorry :.

im sorry that i ruined everything just now, as we were ending our date. i know you are freaking mad at me, but if i were to tell the world about it, they would think that it's something silly to be upset about. babe, i just wanna make friends. its not as if i have feelings for any of my guy classmates. come on by, we've been together for nearly two years, would i be stupid enough to actually dump you for any of the guys out there.. by, if you really dont know that i really love you, then i've got nothing more to say. by, do you actually think that im going to leave someone i've known for 3 years to someone whom i've only known for 3 months.. come on by, that really does not make any sense right.. by if you really dont wanna talk to me because of this, fine.. i'll just keep quite too.. haizzz..

much love
-khai.

2007-06-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

.: Compassion.. Where are you? :.

I am particularly sad about what my bro told me just moments ago.. he told me something about his friend. You see, my bro's friend's mom is diagnosed with cancer. And when you tell a 10-years-old boy that you have cancer, he will only know how it's pronounce, not the down side of having cancer.. But what really ticks me off was that he wasnt able to go home to change into his P.E. attire for soccer because bloody school did not have the initiative to help the poor boy get home. My bro told me that that poor boy was still in school when my bro had gone home after soccer training. You see what i'm trying to convey here? I mean where are people's compassion nowadays? Why didn't anyone bothered to offer to send him home, for God's sake! Please pray for the poor boy's mother -anyone who's reading this. Please pray for her speedy recovery..

p/s: to babylove, i admit it was wrong on my part. sorry love.

much love
-khai.

2007-06-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

wah!!!so long neber blog...ahah...busy dudes..everyday werk wake up at 4 morning then go home at 6..after 6 go school...wah!!so bored..but wad to do..nvr study rite after o level..mama say go skool dun wan..degil(stubborn in malay)..today..nth much ah..i got hols for school now..but no hols for police life...hahaha..and as for moi family biz(newspaper delivery agency) has nvr been good..moi life with moi darling baby khairah has nvr been beta..she's a gd gal..gd wife..love ya baby!!!another important thing, few more month to ORD OH!! 9 more month dude!!!!!!!!!!!!can't wait..after that go poly!!get moi diploma and pursue moi dream..my new band..all metallica..exactly wad i wanted..skilled and creavtive..haha..loving moi life man..love moi baby so much!!!

2007-06-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

..You're all I know..

i will always be with you, my love
walking beside you, like the sky above...

The babe and i went on a date juz now.. spent that whole day out. ate - watched 'Ocean's Thirteen' (with popcorns in tow!)- walked around at P.S. - bought kak afra's b'dae present - went to Yamaha, the babe's passion : Guitars! - ate again @ McCafe, I had Choc Rasp Diva Cake and the babe had Double Chocolate Frappe! (also had hamburger & McChicken respectively following that. =p) - then went to Carrefour and i had fun with skate scooter & rubber sword while the babe went around to enquire on his bike. 8) i think i ate hell lot todae. before going out, my sis & mum cooked Mee Soto and i had a huge bowl of that.. then after reaching home, i ate again, only this time - Rendang Ayam. yumminessss... the babe complaint that his $50 is gone in just a day.. after looking at the thinkgs that we did just now, it's no wonder. it consist of a lot of eating.. very bad kan.. the babe even tried to hide his stomach using his Puma sweater, and babe.. luckily it worked.. on the way back home, there was a lot of laughing and loads more of laughing.. we cracked us up eh babe..

and now i've got to rest.. like as if laughing with the babe wasn't enough, my sis and mira are also cracking me up with both their antics. have a nice day ahead y'all. much love -khai

p/s: kak yas..slimut makin pendek..~

2007-05-29T14:01:00.001+08:00

. The Only One .

let me start of with, eventhough this is a shared blog, it seems like im the only one here updating it with posts.. where has the other one gone to, you ask.. dont bother.. he's probably the busiest 19-year-old i know. kate je nk update same-same, tapi tk.. so here i am wasting my 2-hours lunch break blogging about something so unnecessary such as this.. instead of studying for my anatomical term test..

adiou!

2007-05-20T08:31:00.000+08:00

. BLANK .

my pending PIE report is seriosly bugging me.. i dont really know what am i suppose to type!! a sneak preview of what happened just now..

i took out the PIE assignment paper hoping to get some form of a clue to my report but it totally backfired me! my mind went BLANK after looking at the paper.. i thought i could actually just go with the flow, so as i was typing the title of the assignment, i felt like my mind just stop thinking the moment i typed my last sentence. GAWD help me!!

to make matters worse, babe had totally finished his OFA powerpoint project and yet im still struggling on the topic im doing -TOURISM: EGYPT..!! tak ke mati aku macam gitu!! stress sey like that!!

so here i am updating this blog and going through delicious baking recipes on the net instead of
doing my report. rabak kan khai!! pegi la buat report kau tu!! the babe pon skarang dah sampai ke tanjong pagar ber-jamming and im stuck at home trying my very best to do my report.

i think i'll stop here la.. at least i think i can brainstorm a little bit on what i should write about on my report..

tooddles y'all!

2007-05-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

.. ALAS!!! Updates!! ..

[letting out a HUGE, MASSIVE sigh of relieve] ARRGGGHHH!!!! i think it has been ages since i logged in online to update.. blame the internet, not me.

firstly.. i shall safely say that my class is free from the minahs&mats curse.. well you see eversince i was in secondary school, ive always thought that if i were to enter ITE, my class would be filled with the m&m [short for mats&minah]. but i was totally taken aback when i found out that none of my classmates are in the m&m category..

school has been pretty bearable so far.. had loads of pending reports and projects just waiting to be done.. to top that off, Sports Management students will be involve in the International Volleyball competition thingy [as attachments] that will be held at Siloso Beach from 23rd to 27th of May.. so no school for my class throughout the whole week next week. well except on thursday..[we gotta show our faces in school somehow.] get this.. we will be paid $20 per day & get a SWATCH watch each! for FREE!!! how cool is that!!

oh yeah, Level 1 - Belayers Course is being postponed from 26th of May to the 1st week of June. i cant even attend next week's rock climbing training because of the attachment. haiz.. training has been pretty endurable.. felt like im immune to running around the track -doesnt even matter how many rounds. =) btw to anyone reading this blog, would you be a dear and get me a pair of rock climbing shoes.. my pair is slowly saying goodbye to me.. its wearing off faster than i can imagine.. help me get a new pair..

speaking of new things, i've yet to say that i received an ADIDAS jersey with my name printed on the back, as a birthday present from my class, UP0704A.. those guys are such darlings u noe.. they even threw me a mini celebration at cafe 1 complete with a mouth-watering buttercream chocolate cake.. mira, dell and ira bought me a pink debbi bear as a present..how cute are they.. babe was really sweet on my birthday.. i think he spent a total of nearly $500 for my birthday present & the mini surprise party that he threw in my house. =)

* a list of what he spent/did for my big day -

-pink psp as a birthday present = $320++

-fererro rocher 16s & 24s = $16++

-swensen's cinderella ice-cream cake = $49.90

-3 bottles of 7-up = $5.10

-other misc = $30++

-forced his mama to wake up just to cook mee goreng for the so-called party

-he went to school just to take his attendance & dashed back to my home to reach before me

how sweet can any one person be, to be doing all that? babe.. saranghaeyo.. chommal saranghaeyo..

i think i shall stop typing already, considering its 1:05 am now.. and mira & my sis have totally gone haywire.. so good night y'all!!

tooddles!

2007-04-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

WAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!new skin man..thank u baby for doing all of it..hahah..actually i dun even noe how to change the skin man...i dun even noe how to put in pics!!!hahahaha...well well..today nth much..but going meet my wife(khairah) soon..after solat maghrib(evening prayers)..no bicycle..hard man..and the shoppin thing..i not tat freak lar..i just need sum new stuff to buy..my cupboard got no more nice shirts man..i'm out of clothings!!hahah..thanka again baby for changing our blog look..kinda cool too..

2007-04-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

Under Construction -NO MORE!

the only reason i didnt update this blog of OURS is because i wasnt too satisfied with the skin.. but now i can safely say that with all those hardwork i single-handedly put in to this blog, i wana update more often.. i soooo fell in love with my skin.. heck ar if its plain to others. that's how i DO!! haha.

so zulkarnain, now that i've officially finish doing the layouts, it is your jolly-well turn to actually update with posts!! hahaha

and by the way, to the people who actually reads this blog, my birthday is exactly in a month's time.. would you.. [YES YOU!!!] be a doll and get me something for my 18th birthday.. hehe.

gotta turn in already. it took me 3 solid hours to actually do my layout.. off to LALALAND i go.. nyts y'all!

2007-03-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

.Retail Therapy.

The (guy)babe and i went out shopping last sunday.. And i can safely say that we shopped till we dropped -literally, dropped! I meant neither of us fell, tripped, slipped or any of that sort BUT the MONEY that is in his account.

Both of us were dead hungry and we decided to fill our stomachs first before we actually shop..had KFC for dinner but wasn't that satisfying cause there were always a couple of people standing around us and looking at our table, indicating that they wanna sit when we're done. BUT HELLO!! we just had our FIRST FEW BITS!! we too had to wait for our table, you know.. couldn't you be a little more PATIENT!! i think i've been emotionally scarred by jam-packed fast-foods restaurants.. -i won't elaborate on why. so don't bother asking. thank you.

The babe shopped like nobody business, really.. He was really happy when he was trying on a pair jeans at B.U.M. Equipment, that he danced in front of the fitting room. Luckily, there were only us and the sales girl in the store. Even the sales girl said that he must be really happy to go shopping -to the extent that he can dance in front of someone he barely knew, namely -THE SALES GIRL HERSELF! The pair of jeans costs him $55.20, after discount.

Next stop was I.P. Zone. OMG!! The babe went NUTS! He went around trying everything that caught his eyes. He even forced me to try out a long-sleeve tee. And may i add that it's PINK in colour.. HOT PINK to be precise!! Then he went on to try out a pair of high-cut, but the sales assistant told him they were out of his size. So next best thing was a pair of sneakers. And that's what he actually got himself, and for me too!! Ain't he sweet or what.. Thanks eh by..

If that was enough to you guys, it wasn't to him.. He went on to buy a printed tee, which i find very unique. And i was glad he liked it. You know men and shopping don't go well together.. cause they can be a bit fussy.. and our Mr. Zulkarnain Bin Zahari here, is no exception. He can be very petty with colour, quality, cutting.. you name it, he will have a say it what he wants!! So in I.P. Zone, the babe spent a whooping $72 on 2 sneakers and 2 tees. again thanks eh by!!

I think im just gonna stop here considering its already 1.35 in the morn.. so good night people.. or more like good morning!! either way its still GOOD -something to you!! toodles!!

p/s: the people who frequent this blog, (you know who you are) please set a date that we can actually meet can lepak!! *hints* `wawa `fiqa.

2007-03-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

As much as she wanna tell the whole world,
That her life is very much a twirl;
It's too big a problem to hide,
But she just has to keep it inside.
Sometimes she just wanna run from here,
But problems simply caught up with her;
She's nearly losing her mind on what to do,
But she knows she's got to fight it through.

* * *

Even the person whom co-owns this blog, does not know about my situation. hmm.. Oh yeah.. went to watch Chingay with the babes.. let the picture do the talking aite people..

Chingay + Boredom = Pictures (read: we were dying!)

Fiqa.

Ubb.

Khai.

happy people (read: going crazy in ride home!)

Karen Millen (read: WHATEVER!!)

U-

K-

F-

toodles.. =)

p/s: to the people who read or rather visit my blog, im greatly sorry for not updating for quite sometime.. so here i am pledging (read: not promising) to update as much as possible from now on..

2007-02-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

hmmph....monday blues dude..tonight werking till tmr 7 pm..can die man..stupid police..well well few more days left till the reunion of impulze..my old lovely band..love those guys man..true talented musicians the four of us..haha..well guess wad..went to hougang green wit my gf(khairah..DUH!) riding my bicycle wit she sitting on the front..haha..romantic huh..after reaching hg green, bought her stuff went to long john..share meal summore!haha..went back wit her and guess wad..my paddle broke..again..Now waitin for next week man..doing a seat at the back for her and a leg rest for her..easier..we can go masque take bike(bicycle)..hya..take bus wste of money lar..but riding bike wit her so far has been romantic..but..still nvr forget safety first..hahaha..stupid police man..nvr give me freedom man.hahah..nvm 1 year left and few month...hahaha...then i ORD OH!!gonna take a gd rest after i ORD man..but now wad important is i finish my part time ITE and pass my o levels..regret man last time i drop out of diploma..MORE REGRET TAT I DID BADLY IN MY O LEVELS!!!so ppl..do ur best for ur o levels..coz once u do badly u will be one step late..and in spore u can't afford to do tat..like me..so regret man..haiz..look at all my frens..in poly..limit2 also..finish ITE also da consider good rite..at least got cert to werk..rather than me??haiz...regret regret......

2007-02-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

hmmph??Friday???end of the week!!first weekend tat is not disturbed by stupid spf..been werkin for the last few sat..weekend burn dok!!heheh..wit my gerlfren now..she's loookin at EVERY SINGLE WERD I'M TYPIN!!smiling eh baby??so yea..she went for lunch/dinner or wich one u wanna call it up to u..wit fiqa..she ate mac spicy wit large fries and sprite!!and went crazy coz of the spiciness!!hehhehe...while i was werkin like crazy pig at station..just can't wait for my ORD OH!!hahah..1 year and 2 month left dude!!can't wait..while i went in NS early june coz i failed my IPPT, Awi a fren of mine,(same intake) didn't went in as early as i did..he went in in july..coz he pass he's IPPT..so tat made me in prep course..and he in fit squad..he's ORD date is 2 months earlier than mine..Setupid SPF!!!so dun sign on as police!!its unfair!!!UR HOLS WILL BE BURN TOO!!!*sulking*....well now both me and my gerl sulking and waiting for ORD and POLY respectively..haha..haiz..for now..thats all folks...u wanna write baby???

*khairah types*... Toodles!!

2007-01-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

there's alot of swings of mood i'm having lately.. here's are some of the example:-

*Happy-because im gonna watch the ASEAN football final TomorroW at National Stadium!! watching with my sis, fiqa, ismail and MOST PROBABLY zul..

*Sad-because zul might not get to follow.

*Worried-because of my O-level result. lets pray for the best..

*Worried-because i dun noe how to do my homework. its complicated.. you wont understand anyway..

gosh and that's only the surface.. there's a lot of things that are going thru my mind right now.. and no one knows anything about it.. GOD!! it's driving me insane!!

nevermind ar.. toodles..

2007-01-31T12:30:00.000+08:00

hehehe...at last zulira blog is born..well..today??ira at home..zul at work..zul fought with his supervisor today..so fucked up man!!!!..keep shouting around at me..I have to run up run down to get thing done..And u noe wad!!i had only 20 min to eat lunch!!tmr..is finals and i have to go..BUT!!I werkin!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-31T09:47:00.000+08:00

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