Sunday, February 10, 2008
. : Miss-ed : .
One day I caught myself smiling for no reason,Then I realised, I was thinking of you..I'm missing the other half so bad, i could cry right this instance. I'm so pissed at Ns Police right now, i swear i can vent my long-held anger at anyone that irritates me.
Oh God.. You've made me waited patiently for the Babe to go through his National Service for 21 long months now. And I thank You for that. But please make this waiting journey of mine a little bit more bearable as I'm already at my wits end. This is driving me up the wall. I am missing the Babe so badly, tears can just roll down these cheeks just when I think about it.
The Babe has been so busy lately with the police duties and last minute gig meetings, he hardly has time for me.
Don't even try to guess when was the last time we went for a decent date. Cause even I can't remember. Yes, it is THAT long.. Me:
"I can't stand it much longer! It's killing me to have to wait for you till you were off from your duty.."Boyfriend:
"3 more months Baby. Then I'll have all the time with you. We'll go thru this together.. I love you.. I hope you do too.."Living less than 5oo metres apart doesn't help a single bit due to the difference in our schedule. I'll be sleeping when he has to go to his newpaper job. I'll be rushing to school when he has reached Tanglin Police Station. I'll be coming home from rock climbing training when he has already gone to LALA-Land. And when I finally get to see him, it will always be during our Sunday religious class together. Monday to Saturday are all burnt. Then back to the same old routine after Sunday.
ps: sometimes, I just wish I could sit beside you doing nothing other than gazing at the gorgeuos, golden sunset. I Love You, My Mr. Policeman.much love,-khaiLabels: love
One day I caught myself smiling for no reason,