Thursday, October 04, 2007
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woke up this morning with heart as cold as ice as i got to know that today is officially the exam-results-day. even as i switched on the laptop, my swore i could actually feel my heart thumped -not that all this while its not beating!. the feeling was all too familiar. its like as if i was checking O Level results online earlier this year. i was afraid it was gonna be a failure, but alhamdulillah it was as bad as what i expected, in fact it was better. GPA wasn't all that great -just a mere 2.94 but its still ok, i guess. ISS was, as expected, a C. anyways, im thankful that there wasn't D or below. so, i should say that this is just the beginning of a new beginning. no more slacking around. YES -NO MORE!! if it was that easy to get a GPA of 2.94, imagine what a little bit of hard work and perseverance can do! there's something bothering me lately. and im not sure what is it. what i know is that its not about me. but let me ramble about something that is NOT particularly random. i just hate the fact that its the fasting month, and yet i could see teenage girls parading around with a stick of cigarette in between their fingers -AT NOON!. i mean, have they no shame?! even if they are not fasting which could be possible due to the female-hormonal-changes also known as periods, but why cant they as least have a little bit of respect for the holiest month of the year -Muslim calendar that is. the middle-age men are indifferent. i saw with my own two eyes that they were actually having breakfast, now dont get me wrong. i wasn't referring to that BREAKING OF FAST, but BREAKFAST. eggs, coffee, toast and all. ala biar malaikat kiri, kanan dier tulis. yang kene jawab dengan Allah s.w.t pon dier bukan aku. let's get on to other topic, like the Babe. kesian u eh.. whole day stress at work. InsyaAllah nothing will happen to you by. u doa and i also doa for u ok. doa seseorang yang berpuase, InsyaAllah akan termakbul. don't worry k. haha macam ustazah syarahan pulak. the Babe went by my house after terawih just now to show me what he wore to the mosque.. haha Babe like Atok-Atok with songkok and all. haha Tok Zul. my days have been going on too fast. not that i don't like it since the earlier i go back to school, the earlier i can rock climb again..(missing that rockwall, harnests and ropes.. not forgetting the climbers also!) but i just want extra me-time. i wanna go shop and all.. not for raya eh.. totally not looking forward to raya.. but for my Wants.i am Wants-deprived ok!! i wanna go shopping.. anyone out there who wanna sponsor? just ring me up ok! oh.. i can already think of one candidate... ZUL!!! haha.. i guess i should turn in now.. kesian computer ni dari pukul 8 sampai sekarang belum tutop.. oh yah.. to all my Muslim brothers & sisters, Selamat Berpuase! lagi 3 jam kene bangun sahur.. hehe ok.. so kental.. much love,-khaiLabels: thoughts