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Thursday, December 18, 2008

.Watch The World Comes Alive, Tonight

Meet my alter ego

Life has been an episode of a whirlwind these past few days.

It makes me wanna escape to my fantasyland, each time i think about it.

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I've got 3 freaks who watch my every step from this domain of mine.

For whatever purposes, I don't wanna know for, I couldn't even care less.

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I got hold of this quote from a friend,

"If you think life's a b*tch, it just had puppies."

I find this quote somewhat true.

In my own head, at least.

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I 've got a problem too many to handle right now.
The least I could get is a little shut eye.

But this brain of mine isn't functioning properly, time-wise.

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I find that life's too short to do the same thing twice.

So when I woke up just now, I told myself to do something out of the ordinary.

For those who knows me, knows that I only drink Coke when I'm eating out.

But I took a complete 180 degrees turn and ordered something else.

Which turned out to be a disastrous choice but heck.

I find that that is a HUGE leap for me.

There you go, I've completed a mission for myself today. Have you?

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I think that you readers out there couldn't put a finger to what is the meaning of this particular entry.

And I know that this particular entry is like the summary of my random thoughts for the past two weeks.

So, there is no need for you guys to ask me what's wrong, this and that.

Coz, all the things that I penned down on this entry, is just the tip of the iceberg.

And there's more that is kept beneath.

&&&

"...Crack the code of my brain, will you. For it's only me, go figure."

Labels: random, thoughts

Saturday, November 24, 2007

. : So Sick : .

"Love does not happen on first sight,
But being there until the end.."
My Very Own -Mr. Policeman!

my unstoppable craving for delicious donuts has gone to a halt when the Babe actually bought Munchy's Donut for me right after he got off from work... =) *smiles widely*

the Babe has been so nice to me lately.. it was on Wednesday when i told the Babe that my craving for donuts has become unbearable.. but he told me that he was on his way home after guarding Shang Ri La the night before, for ASEAN Summit, due to his night shift. then on Thursday, out of the blue, the Babe asked me what donut flavours do i want.. i was so ecstatic!! at last, someone actually has the initiative to stop me from whining. hehe =)) joyness!!

when i ate those delectable donuts, i swear i could hear wedding bells in my head.. haha but seriously, i felt as if i was on cloud 9.. i thought the Babe only bought 2 donuts but he actually bought a box of donuts for me.. can you imagine.. 6 chocolate donuts!! i cant thank the Babe enough.. he even took the liberty to send it over at my door step.. aint he sweet or what?!?!?!

but after the ASEAN Summit, the Babe fell ill.. and is now having a fever.. rest well k baby.. then tomorrow we can go ikea.. k.. u tak mo sakit sakit okay.. later u sick how??

on to the thing that happened just now..

Wana was seriously pissed with that hell-of-a-big-jerk!! i mean, Wana wasnt even making eye contact with him, let alone talking to him, how could he talk as if he is in her conversation.. ?? no wonder you've got no one to talk to in class.. if you think that by being straightforward, in-you-face kind of person, will help you through life, come on.. IT WONT!! grow up will you!!! do you know that people are getting so sick and tired of that big gap on your face...!!! less is definitely better, trust me.. the lesser you talk, the BETTER!!! and you wanna talk about self-hurt?? come on, now let me be straightforward to you this once, NO ONE BLOODY CARES!!! if you go around talking to people then ends up hurting their feelings, would you think people would want to talk to you again!!! think la!!!

i think i will have to stop have before this blog goes ABUSIVE towards that person.. which i dont mind personally, but since this is a shared blog, i have to know my limits... but trust me... i could go on further even if this blog is my own.. and i mean.. I CAN SERIOUSLY GO ON FURTHER!!!

much love,
-khai

Labels: love, random, thoughts

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

. : 20! : .

firstly. i wanna wish the Babe, Happie 20th Birthday.. u so old already lar! haha.. secondly.. im hungry.. thirdly.. its super boring to have 4 hrs of break!! blluuurrrgghhh!!! i know this is kinda random, but im seriously craving DunkinDonuts!! my mind is currently blank right now.. feel like baking a cake tonight.. that is if im in the mood later...

took loads of pictures with wana, kecik and fifi.. maybe i will post it tonight.. the final draft for BCM- gone.. im not so sure whether im doing the right thing or not.. i guess i'll know when i hand it in to Mr. Owen... went to Bugis yesterday.. follow wana buy her tshirt and flatty.. throughout the whole journey home, i did some poetry. only me, myself and i, will know what it is contents. bah! oh yeah.. bought myself a pair of heels.. sooooooo loving it! 3-inch baybeh!!!

a lot of things are going through my mind these pass few days.. stuffs that are worrying me, stuffs that make my heart skipped a beat- not in a happy kinda way, but in a 'i cant put my mind at ease' kinda way.

project works are piling up like stacks of garbage at the main dumping ground. im missing my childhood.. the sounds of children laughing, occupying their afternoon free-time.. the sights of housewives talking to their neighbours.. the feeling of afternoon breeze through my hair..its all coming back to me now.. i miss those times. when life was as pretty as a cute little cherry on top of my chocolate sundae. when days were as simple as reciting ABCs. and when nights used to be long and cooling. so anyone could snuggle in bed together, not worrying about tomorrow.. those were the good times.. till i get to feel like those times again....

much love,
-khai

Labels: random, thoughts

Thursday, October 04, 2007

. : Pass (!) : .

woke up this morning with heart as cold as ice as i got to know that today is officially the exam-results-day. even as i switched on the laptop, my swore i could actually feel my heart thumped -not that all this while its not beating!. the feeling was all too familiar. its like as if i was checking O Level results online earlier this year. i was afraid it was gonna be a failure, but alhamdulillah it was as bad as what i expected, in fact it was better. GPA wasn't all that great -just a mere 2.94 but its still ok, i guess. ISS was, as expected, a C. anyways, im thankful that there wasn't D or below. so, i should say that this is just the beginning of a new beginning. no more slacking around. YES -NO MORE!! if it was that easy to get a GPA of 2.94, imagine what a little bit of hard work and perseverance can do!

there's something bothering me lately. and im not sure what is it. what i know is that its not about me. but let me ramble about something that is NOT particularly random. i just hate the fact that its the fasting month, and yet i could see teenage girls parading around with a stick of cigarette in between their fingers -AT NOON!. i mean, have they no shame?! even if they are not fasting which could be possible due to the female-hormonal-changes also known as periods, but why cant they as least have a little bit of respect for the holiest month of the year -Muslim calendar that is. the middle-age men are indifferent. i saw with my own two eyes that they were actually having breakfast, now dont get me wrong. i wasn't referring to that BREAKING OF FAST, but BREAKFAST. eggs, coffee, toast and all. ala biar malaikat kiri, kanan dier tulis. yang kene jawab dengan Allah s.w.t pon dier bukan aku.

let's get on to other topic, like the Babe. kesian u eh.. whole day stress at work. InsyaAllah nothing will happen to you by. u doa and i also doa for u ok. doa seseorang yang berpuase, InsyaAllah akan termakbul. don't worry k. haha macam ustazah syarahan pulak. the Babe went by my house after terawih just now to show me what he wore to the mosque.. haha Babe like Atok-Atok with songkok and all. haha Tok Zul. my days have been going on too fast. not that i don't like it since the earlier i go back to school, the earlier i can rock climb again..(missing that rockwall, harnests and ropes.. not forgetting the climbers also!) but i just want extra me-time. i wanna go shop and all.. not for raya eh.. totally not looking forward to raya.. but for my Wants.i am Wants-deprived ok!! i wanna go shopping.. anyone out there who wanna sponsor? just ring me up ok! oh.. i can already think of one candidate... ZUL!!! haha..

i guess i should turn in now.. kesian computer ni dari pukul 8 sampai sekarang belum tutop.. oh yah.. to all my Muslim brothers & sisters, Selamat Berpuase! lagi 3 jam kene bangun sahur.. hehe ok.. so kental..

much love,
-khai

Labels: thoughts

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

.: Babe, sorry :.

im sorry that i ruined everything just now, as we were ending our date. i know you are freaking mad at me, but if i were to tell the world about it, they would think that it's something silly to be upset about. babe, i just wanna make friends. its not as if i have feelings for any of my guy classmates. come on by, we've been together for nearly two years, would i be stupid enough to actually dump you for any of the guys out there.. by, if you really dont know that i really love you, then i've got nothing more to say. by, do you actually think that im going to leave someone i've known for 3 years to someone whom i've only known for 3 months.. come on by, that really does not make any sense right.. by if you really dont wanna talk to me because of this, fine.. i'll just keep quite too.. haizzz..

much love
-khai.

Labels: thoughts

.: Compassion.. Where are you? :.

I am particularly sad about what my bro told me just moments ago.. he told me something about his friend. You see, my bro's friend's mom is diagnosed with cancer. And when you tell a 10-years-old boy that you have cancer, he will only know how it's pronounce, not the down side of having cancer.. But what really ticks me off was that he wasnt able to go home to change into his P.E. attire for soccer because bloody school did not have the initiative to help the poor boy get home. My bro told me that that poor boy was still in school when my bro had gone home after soccer training. You see what i'm trying to convey here? I mean where are people's compassion nowadays? Why didn't anyone bothered to offer to send him home, for God's sake! Please pray for the poor boy's mother -anyone who's reading this. Please pray for her speedy recovery..

p/s: to babylove, i admit it was wrong on my part. sorry love.

much love
-khai.

Labels: thoughts