Wednesday, December 03, 2008
. Confusing Confessions
How come just when you think everything is going the way it should, it starts to go the totally opposite direction. It hurts to hurt your own heart but its even worst to hurt someone else's. I'm in no position of going back "Into A Relationship" scene. Coz I gotta admit, it still hurts. It still aches me to receive phone calls with that particular name appearing. Let's just let time tell everything. If we're meant to be or not. I've gotta be strong and not waver this time round. Memories of you were on Playback in my mind just couple of days ago. It was nice to reminisce on the past. Simple little gestures could make me go gaga over you. But then, it wasn't so sweet at all towards the ending. My train of thoughts were focused on the hurt, your uncontrolable jealousy and my freedom.That kept my thinking till today. You could say the I've forgiven you totally but dear friend, you did leave me with a huge scar for me to mend on my own. What was I suppose to say to you? Please enlighten me, please. I think the best way is to strike any available options I have to avoid hurting any party. I'm DONE. =) Labels: her life